今天在家裡等包裹，懶懶的到了下午才去學校。春天像是在呼喚我，讓我放棄了公車選擇走路去學校。只有我和我的iPod，還有暖暖的微風和陽光。天氣真是奇妙啊，就這樣給了我好心情，連路上的人都可愛了起來。It is the Spring of Iowa. I know that. I am looking forward to everything beautiful.
------ Jan 27 Fri 2006 00:12
春天來了！
- Jan 24 Tue 2006 00:07
還是會想他?
最近生活過的很緊湊，一直忙於做實驗、寫論文和申請學校。實驗進行的還算順利，跟老闆的互動也越來越好了。學校方面 目前接到兩家的INTERVIEW OFFER，所以還有很多可以忙的。正當事情進行的還算順利，心情也不再低潮的時候，卻被室友的一句，"你最近是不是很想他啊?"給問倒了。我也不知道，其實。我想我盡量讓自己忙一點，快樂一點，不去想他，因為想他的時候，心裡還是會隱隱作痛。為什麼不能只記得快樂的回憶，瀟灑的MOVE ON? 明明知道自己已經盡力，也做了對的決定，卻還是讓他像鬼一樣盤據心頭，籠罩烏雲。
如果每一場戀愛結束的時候，都只留下美好的，兩個人能理性的說再見該有多好。我天真的以為每一段關係都是難能可貴的，即使沒有緣分做夫妻，畢竟一起走過一段，以後也該是朋友。但這也是我一廂情願的想法。
- Dec 30 Fri 2005 00:41
北方小館
難得在芝加哥吃到道地的北方口味
因為中午吃了奇爛無比港式飲茶，對於這家服務好，菜色美味，價錢又公道的餐廳就分外珍惜和感激了。我們點了豬肉燉粉條、紅燒羊肉煲、京醬肉絲、炸茄子、焦溜肥腸和小籠湯包，吃了飽飽還可以打包。臨走前，老闆為我們一行人照個像留做紀念，經過我們專業攝影師的處理之後，變成這張泛黃的相片，感覺，還蠻怪的，哈哈！不過要感謝這位專業攝影師一路上幫大家用價值兩千美元的相機照相，讓我們體驗當明星的感覺。
- Nov 26 Sat 2005 00:28
終於寫完了那份作業
Finally, I finished my pre-proposal. Feel good. I will do experiment today, and prepare to go to Chicago tomorrow. It will be fun.
Weather is getting colder and colder; I felt like walking in the frozon.
- Nov 23 Wed 2005 00:29
Thanksgiving
Since I came to US, Thanksgiving became my favorite holiday, because I will have a week break. This Thanksgiving, beside taking a rest from my busy life, I need to do application. By searching for programs and labs, I need to ask myself again and again; what do I want? It is a big question, and it is not suitable for anyone in the graduate school still keep this question. Graduate school is not a place for finding ourselves, but a place to do what we committed to do before entering. So I still have a little bit time to decide before entering a PhD program. I hope this time, after I knew myself better, I can make a right decision.
